I'm disappointed in you. Already. I tried my hardest & best to stay faithful, hopeful, & tell the truth. What do you do? You talk to girls behind my back. Scratch that, you flirt with girls behind my back. When guys talk to me, I talk back, without trying to flirt & all that. I did good. Or at least better than you did. Fuck you.
Fuck YOU.
& all dem OTHER girls you talk to.
BEHIND MY BACK.
You know, this ain't working out. I'm giving you one chance. Fuck it up, it's done.
I love you with all my fucking heart more than anything else in the whole entire universe. Loving you is almost impossible, but I worked it out. People said we wouldn't last. We are, at least for now. Piss me off, yeah? I'm not mad at you. I'm just disappointed in you. I hope you figure out what you've done. & I know that sometimes, you do it out of nowhere. Sometimes, it just slips outta my mouth too. & it's aight if you do it in a playful / fun way. But you took playful / fun to a whole new level. Why? Did I do something wrong? What the FUCK did I do wrong, huh?
TELL ME. Lemme know. I tell all my friends about you, online AND real life. I was happy to say you were my boyfriend. & that, hey you know what, so far so good. But now they know it was all a lie.
I just want you to know what you did. Sometimes, I just wanna grab you & jump you & all that. I love you too much to do that thou. You're my one & my only. Always will be. People say that it's total bullshit when I tell them that. But the fact that what I said was bullshit, is bullshit. Forget them, I'm happy, I don't give a flying fuck about what you ladies or gentlemen gatta say.
You? A bad boy? I didn't know that. You left out that little detail. You never did this with all your other girlfriends.. why did you have to do it to me? am I not the ' perfect girl ' you expected? Is it cos I said something? What the FUCK did I do wrong? I NEED TO FUCKING KNOW SO I CAN FIX IT.
This relationship is a two way street. We both have to give & receive. I give you everything, you give me nothing. All I ask for is true love. What do I get? The exact opposite. Someone once said, " Nobody's worth your tears, the one who is won't make you cry. " But someone else said " Everyone will make you cry, you just gotta find the one worth crying over. " & now that I think about it, he's right. But you know what, I don't which side I'm on when it comes to you.
Please, just tell me.
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i've fallen in love just about once, i'm back in that phase again♥ (: .
my friends are cooler than yours; i love them.
alot of things can give me a bad first impression, but if you meet my standards, i promise i'll try my best to keep the friendship tied together. (x i easily fall for people; i'm trying to break that habit.
i hate fakes & liars, don't be one. i'll try my best to ruin your life.
i'm not mean, only when necessary.
i want to be young forever; i don't want to show my emotions; i want to be happy with that one person til my last day;
but hey, i'm only human.
i'm not perfect; i try my best thou, no matter how hard i try, i will never be close to being perfect.
my friends are cooler than yours; i love them.
alot of things can give me a bad first impression, but if you meet my standards, i promise i'll try my best to keep the friendship tied together. (x i easily fall for people; i'm trying to break that habit.
i hate fakes & liars, don't be one. i'll try my best to ruin your life.
i'm not mean, only when necessary.
i want to be young forever; i don't want to show my emotions; i want to be happy with that one person til my last day;
but hey, i'm only human.
i'm not perfect; i try my best thou, no matter how hard i try, i will never be close to being perfect.
Goodbye.
Thankyou.