I wish that I had never met you.
Then, there would be no need to impress you, no need to want you, no need for loving you.
No need for crying over you? No need for just another heartbreak. No need for pain or tears. No need for, maybe, forgotten promises. No need for every single thing you've done to me, that made me feel like a worthless piece of crap.
But then again, I'm glad I did meet you. Cos you were always the one to ask if anything was wrong. You always said you loved me, for me. The one who cared when everyone else I knew didn't. One who listened. The one who stayed up on the phone with me just to talk about zero shit. You were the one I told my secrets to. The one who taught me how to love, what love is, & taught me new things. You're the one who laughed at my horrible jokes just because. & you did things, just for me.
You're my other half, one & only, my lover, bestfriend, boyfriend overall. & I love you more than anything else in this world. Thank you.